I Am Irelevant


Protection
April 7, 2010, 1:21 am
Filed under: Uncategorized

“I am so high I think my shadow is sexy”
Sweetheart bitterheart now I can’t tell you apart
Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart
Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie
Oh, you’re changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are

Late night talks, I wish we could stay awake for days that were all night and talk about pasts and thoughts and what kind of stories we want to make.

Your words don’t soothe my insecurities, knowing I am safe does not relax your muscles in the vulnerable position. You respond instead, to some repetitive worry, with kisses across my face that have so little sex in them that somewhere in some way there must be something sweeter.

You told me your life. I had nothing to say.

I’ll take the force of the blow, protection

I hated them.
– the moments
-the people
-the desicions
– the way I wasn’t there, well I was in 4th grade when you were in 5th, what would I have done?
HIT THEM HARD. GRABBED YOUR SMALL HAND TIGHT AND RUN. BURIED YOU UNDER PILLOWS AND PROMISES LIKE A LOVED BEST FRIEND. LET YOU YELL. LET YOU BE SILENT. YELLED OR STAYED IN SILENCE NEAR YOU.

Let me envelope you in something other than arms.

See where I grew up. Far. Far Away.

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