I Am Irelevant


Resignment=peace?
April 26, 2010, 8:55 pm
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I listened to War

“if you want me, I’m your country. If you win me I’m forever”

“I can hear the cannons calling”

I will deny it and out it outside in the yard where the vines creep , but the feelings I had/have for that person;I’ve never known anything like it. Certainly I’ve felt strongly before, but I sort of accepted it this time in a slightly different way. I resigned myself to it without a fight; that no matter what I would be and do whatever for him. And I didn’t MIND. It felt right to care for him as well as I knew how.  And I am still doing it, thats why I never speak to him, or ask how he is; I look ahead, I walk away- because thats what he wants.

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